January 2012
22 posts
You and Me
Penny & The Quarters
Penny & The Quarters - You And Me
Here's to opening up another can of worms
Until yesterday I hadn’t realised how desperately lonely I feel right now (in terms of my love life). Pretty sad, innit?
I don't know.
I’ve been having too many off-days recently. Sometimes I worry that the pills have stopped working. Then again I’ve been under a lot of stress lately so that could be it, I guess?
I really need to stick to my resolution and call a psychologist (as the shrink told me to) because as supportive as my loved ones are, no one really gets how I feel.
Grah. I don’t know what to feel.
Play
“People who think depression is a choice, take a second to think. How would it feel to wake up and not having the emotional strength to face people? To think that time is just passing by with no real reason? To feel so alone even when you are sitting in a room Full of people? To have to put on a face and hide your feelings because in your Mind you think no one would care anyway? To lose friends because you can’t find the strength To go out and physically be ‘happy’? To cry your self to sleep, hoping you wouldn’t wake up then when you do you are exhausted from the night before, and it all starts again. You try to hide your feelings hoping no one would notice. Now tell me why someone would choose that? Depression is an illness, not a choice. Repost this if you have, or you know someone Who suffers from depression. Its one thing to repost this and another to actually understand.”
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This is so true it hurts.
(via xits-okay-not-to-be-okayx)