I’m a bit unnerved. The story is that I started on citalopram about a month ago. All in all, it’s helped enormously (I can’t even begin to describe how much) and I can finally see things are going to get better and everything’s shinier, etc.
The unnerving part is that I used to cry so much before and I can’t now? It’s like there’s a block on my tear ducts. I know it’s the pills but even when I think of things that I know will make me cry I don’t cry. This isn’t necessarily a bad thing (lulz what a fool) but sometimes crying is good for me.
Like when I’m lying on my bed listening to that goddamn Fray song and wailing along. OH YES. I do love that. But no. Can’t cry.